Actually Sad

Song Lyrics

Honestly,
I haven't written in a minute
Typed a bunch recently
Probably, why we can't write decently
No phone no net no mo dumb shit
remember when
you had to remember with no reminder
put it all together in a binder
used to pause for conversation
now we're too hyper
maybe im wrong about shit
but who's right sir
I'm left handed but i can write with my right
i can shoot with my left close my right eye
vision's blurry barely seein gettin paid to drive
a truck with no gps, literally an idiot can do this shit
but what do you think i do when
im working these bull shit jobs
im thinking of ways to fuck the law
fuck the government
i dont give a fuck if
youre the true balla
tru shot callaa
then why are we disorderly
muh fuckers cant even take an order from an order screen]
or press the right button for what the fuck im ordering
so ima fucking order these
t-shirts for myself
don't support me please
cause in a few months
im a be blowing these
stacks on packs
of my own merch-
and dice sacks
of that what you can't match
like a match quick as that
I bet all the bitches be runnin back
to the sound of ching ching and bling bling
bitches gon be runnin back like...
"i ain't even mad about that"
"don't you remember we were down like that"
Bitch, I remember how you went down on Pat
or was it Paul or was it Zach
or was it Matt or was it Black
or was it a matter of fact
was it a pill was it crack
that made you do something that you wanted to do
SMACK you in the head if you ever try to pull some shit like that
huh
and right now
im still pissed but im glad that i took a few moments
to chat with the dad of the son that you have
the only good 2 things about your nasty ass
maybe you shouldn't of been fucking
showin your ass in class
and the fact that you laugh when you're
ACTUALLY SAD is
ACTUALLY SAD
and I am
ACTUALLY SAD
because what we actually had
was actually great but its factually passed
so stop being stupid
fuck what you're doing
take a puff like the cool kids
SHUT THE FUCK UP BITCH AND GET MOVIN
do what you do shit

you are better than fake yea I'll show you what
real fake is so you can fucking see for yourself what yourself is
cause you still reject this guy who respects his parents and his best friends
you straight lie to my best friends to try to impress them but they miss the best shit
when you do what you really want
and take care of your family with a couple bucks
if there ever was something that I was ever sorry for was
the fact that i never thought that you would follow me when im fuckin up
when i was layin down on the pavement screamin at you
"fuck this" "bitch"
with my middle fingers up
but you werent in it when it matters
so i don't give a fuck literally
its ok
cause right now you're faker than that makeup on that skater bitch's face